Years Fly By

October 19 was our 38th anniversary.  It just doesn't seem possible that we could have been married that long.  People who have been married 38 years should be, well, old.  And I guess we are, I just usually don't notice it.  Until I look in the mirror, that is.  There are a lot of things I'd change in my life if I could, but the man I married would not be one of them. 

today

Today Mom is much calmer.  I spoke briefly to the doctor and he's taking her off the ativan.  She can't stop taking it suddenly so they're tapering it off as quickly as they can.  Hopefully we'll see an improvement. 

Today I woke up with a headache but it's getting better thanks to the miracle of migraine medication.

Today our home school group is bringing our supper, such a kind gesture of support during this time.  It's the perfect day because I don't have to think about what to cook.

Today the weather is just beautiful.  It's a very gentle day with a blue sky and quiet breeze. 

Today I still don't know how the situation with Mom will turn out.  I don't know when or if she'll be able to come home.  But I do know that God is still in control and that His plan is perfect.  I don't have to know the future.  I just have to trust Him today.